Thursday, December 20, 2012

Time to Heal

This top image is perhaps one of the most powerful and beautiful journal pages that I have made in quite some time, possibly all year. It is certainly the most important for me. This last year and a half of dealing with the combined effects of Adrenal Fatigue, Hypothyroid, painful and limiting Plantar Fasciitis, as well as a move and many other life questions and uncertainties has been a hard road.

I have found that these issues have featured in my work prominently over the last couple of years. When my journalling relates to my health and my body, it falls into one of two categories, pain or healing. There are the "I'm so frustrated, when is this gonna get better" pages, but lately a new kind of grace has entered my work. Gratitude, acceptance and healing. It can be a long road to recovery, but what has changed most for me is my appreciation of this time. No longer angry and frustrated I am starting to see the gifts that being unwell has given me. It far outweighs the pain and frustration. Murkiness and stuckness begin to clear and with limitations comes new intentions. I hope you are all having a wonderful holiday season and that we can all be grateful for where we are, no matter what it looks like!




5 comments:

  1. Amazing, profound and moving...as usual..your journey always lights my way...

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  2. That is a beautiful, profound and very moving page. Thank you for sharing your experience, that takes courage. I am so happy that you are in a better place, healing.

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  3. Well said, and yes, those are very powerful journal pages. Stunning.

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  4. hello jessie. i didn't know you had those health issues otherwise i would have asked sooner HOW ARE YOU? Do yo need something how can i help? i see that 2012 was a challenging year for those around me including myself hope 2013 will be more peaceful!!!i love your page too very very powerful. happy that you are now in the healing process. xo dear friend

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  5. Thank you Alex. The last few months have been getting better. A big improvement from a year or two ago. Just having supportive friends and family has made all the difference. Being able to be open about the struggle makes it easier to bear. I hope you are doing well, personally and creatively!

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